Just Another Manic-Depressive Monday

Ok not really, well yea really, but for good reason! I did the most horribly depressing thing today...got on the SCALE! Que the sad violin music please! So it's time to start that good ole weight loss journey yet again! Goal weight 135-140, starting weight...198! YUCK! I guess it's better than my original post labor weight which we will not get into! But anywho, weight, why is it always a woman's worst enemy?! Anyone who knows me, knows I've struggled with mine my entire life. I've been the overweight kid in elementary school and the borderline eating disorder adult. It's been an extremely difficult emotional roller coaster ride and trying to find a method that takes the weight off and helps keep in off is an even harder ride. Don't get me wrong, I love working out. I would stay in the gym all day if I could, unfortunately I have work, house work, a husband, a baby, and I even get to sleep sometimes! If you know of any way to balance all of that out, please let me know! Until then I'm going to go enjoy a piece of chocolate cake! Ha ha!